A quick update, mostly to record Lily's two month details. My life is upside down, my husband decided to leave us and is moving out, I'm barely coping with the pain, I never knew anything could hurt this badly. I'm ultra busy trying to cope with looking after the two girls by myself and battling very much to adjust to my new life, so if you pray, please pray for us as we need them desperately!!! I'm trying my best to be strong and put on a mask in front of Katie, but the pain seems to be slowly taking over my whole body. I was reading her a book tonight and in the middle just couldn't keep it in and just burst in tears. Poor Katie wanted to know why the book was so sad, poor monkey.
Leon took off his wedding ring and I swear somebody could just as well have ripped out my heart and ripped it into billions of pieces when I saw that. It hurt so incredibly much and I'm finding it a bit hard to understand, we have been married for almost 7 years and been together for 9, and he has his ring off a few weeks after he decides to leave us :(
ANYWAYS, this post is meant to be for Lily who turned 2 months on the 26th, she is turning into a little chubby babba.

A share from a fancy pants layout that I did ages and ages ago before my whole world collapsed.
and one of the few sunshines I have left in my life, this gorgeous little girl, who is just the most friendly smiley bubba ever, she is soooooo cute!!
- Lily-belle smiling from about 4 weeks old
- Laughing from about 6 weeks old (so ultra cute!!!)
- Your tongue is still forever poking out, even when you smile hehe
- You are totally 'baby' now, and no more newborn, you have little rolls on your adorable little legs and arms, such a sweet chubby babba
- Your hair is falling out :( I find them all over on your bedding and little hats.
- Your eyes are still the most gorgeous grey colour
- You are slowly becoming more and more curious of the world around you
- You have been battling with more eye infections and also with a bad cough and blocked nose, poor girl. So I have the vaporiser on for you during the night which helps you.
- You are still feeding every 2 hours during the day, but it is all worthwhile when I get either a 6 hour block of sleep with one feed during the night, or even a sleep through from when I put you down around 9 till 6 in the morning, such a good girl!!
- You are still sleeping in a cot next to my bed.
- You have met your Oupa and Ouma from South Africa who have just fallen head over heels in love with you.
- You have been to your first wedding - Rudi and Candice, been to your first Wildlife Sanctuary outing - Currumbin Wildlife sanctuary.
- Katie is still in love with you and while she is a bit tooo rough and way tooo loud and in your face she loves you too bits and you love watching her too.
- And while your family is going through a seperation I promise to smother you in love and make sure you have the happiest life I can give you. My sweet baby!!!
Till later everyone!! Have a good weekend!